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Ugly. by xiao-speck Ugly. by xiao-speck
It hurts to be ugly. We all know we are not suppose to care about looks, and you might keep telling yourself that you really don't care, but the fact that you have to tell yourself that shows that you do.
You might pretend you don't, lying to others, and even more to yourself, but deep down inside you are simply waiting to be proven wrong about your level of attractiveness. We are all waiting to be told we are actually beautiful, and have the world prove it.


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OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH I HAVE A TOOTH ACHE. Which is really weird, cause I just had my teeth checked a week ago... and everything was supposed to be fixed = ="
Now I feel super embarressed cause I kept going to the nurse's office for weird things, like i had something that's called an eye migraine two days ago, and this morning i poked three bloody holes in my eye trying to get out my contact.... and now my teeth hurts lol.
I'm getting too old = ="
And school hasn't even really started yet...... :iconorzplz:

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WHAT?! A...... A DD?!?!?!!?!? I.... i don't even.....i cant..... :iconruncryplz:
When i saw this this morning i literally went to lie facedown on my dorm room floor :iconlazycryplz:
Ahh..... i can't even explain how touched and overwhelmed i feel. You guys are way too kind T-T
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Given 2013-08-30
Ugly. by *xiao-speck
The suggester said:
"The colors are stunning and the composition is well-captured. I also love how the artist conveyed her thoughts to the piece. It represents an undeniable fact that some people only care about looks, and so they must learn self-acceptance." ( Suggested by Ginryuzaki and Featured by rydi1689 )
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TickTockSaidTheHorse Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2015  New member Hobbyist General Artist
I ADORE you're drawing style. And the lighting, the colouring, good lord. :D
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xiao-speck Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
awwm thank you so much 0v0
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TickTockSaidTheHorse Featured By Owner 6 days ago  New member Hobbyist General Artist
Anytime. :D You're a fabulous artist.
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:iconxiao-speck:
xiao-speck Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconletmehugyouplz:
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TickTockSaidTheHorse Featured By Owner 5 days ago  New member Hobbyist General Artist
Eheheh. :D I only speak the truth, buddy.
(... OK maybe not. But still! xD)
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KuangYu-Cheng Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015  Student Digital Artist
awesome work!
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:iconxiao-speck:
xiao-speck Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks!!
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:iconkuangyu-cheng:
KuangYu-Cheng Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015  Student Digital Artist
you are welcome!
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TigerLilly9 Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014  Student General Artist
That is amazing!Wow!  you did a great job!
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:iconxiao-speck:
xiao-speck Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you!
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TigerLilly9 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2014  Student General Artist
Your Welcome! :D
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vanessachao Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Awesome~
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croko212 Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014
LOL.
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Remanic Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014  Student General Artist
Such amazing blending. 
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:iconxiao-speck:
xiao-speck Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks XD
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Remanic Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Student General Artist
It just looks way to awesome what program do you use?
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xiao-speck Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
haha thank! I used photoshop for this one i think. Sometimes I use Paint Tool Sai, so I don't quite remember 
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Remanic Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Student General Artist
Ah you must share your brushes with me sometime if you want to @_@ I love the blending.
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xiao-speck Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ooh~ okay, note me bout it so i'll remember =v=
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Remanic Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Student General Artist
Noted ^^
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Meneciena Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014
I just can't stop staring at all the details, the coloring, the way the black fluid mixes with the hair and they way the heart looks massive and fluid at the same time, at least to me.
and the text...right in the feels. 
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KatanaOngaku Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello I hope you don't mind but I loved your artwork so much I used as the picture for one of my poems 
link here- katanaongaku.deviantart.com/ar…
If it's not ok let me know and I'll change it.
Beautiful work absolutely phenomenal!
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xiao-speck Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
oh aww, that's fine, since you credited me ^ ^
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KatanaOngaku Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Schweet thanks Tackling hug 
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xiao-speck Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hehe, its quite encouraging for me too, knowing that people would want to use my work XD
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KatanaOngaku Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Who wouldn't? It's amazing!
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xiao-speck Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
aww, thanks =v=
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Meammy Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2014   Digital Artist
這張真的超美的~~~~ <3
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xiao-speck Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
哦哈哈, 謝謝!
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Meammy Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014   Digital Artist
別客氣 :iconcoolplz:
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Mume-Hime Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2014
Wonderful piece of art :heart: ; ^;

Congrats to the DD!!
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xiao-speck Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
oh, thank you very much! ^ ^
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Mume-Hime Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2014
You're very welcome! c':
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xLilMissDx Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2013
aww she aint ugly :c just needs to wipe the mascara away xO
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xiao-speck Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hahaha i see, that is an interesting advise =v=
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EnochWang Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2013
With this picture I kinda understand why you hid this from me for so long. But it reminds me of the mixed and clouded feelings that I had for you so in a way it matches. 
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Athenation Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I. LOVE. THIS. I wish I was as good at art as you. Kudos to you.+fav Heart Clap Tight Hug 
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xiao-speck Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
aww~ thank you very much!
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anime-master-96 Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2013  Student General Artist
amazing :D
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Soulreaperbabe Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Your quote is absolutely right and nice picture it's truly beautiful.
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Minidarkcalibur89 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2013
Nice !
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acemonify Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2013
i totally went out with is emo chick one time, and since she was all well...emo, we could do stuff that was fun to do, instead we just go on the roof top and watch the sunset. she also be telling how life is such a bitch and her miserible past. and every time she talks about it she always start crying and she looked exactly like this picture here. every time i look at her just makes me wanna hate life :( but shes okay now so :) :( :)
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xiao-speck Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist

awww~ that is sad : (

I don't really know what to say... Orz

 

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acemonify Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2013
we *Couldnt do stuff. sorry
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CylisyAmeliaCardean Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
This is stunning.  Very, very beautiful.  I am blown away by many of the drawings in your gallery.  I love that your brush strokes are still visible, not smoothed away.  It shows the process and steps you put into your work.  Your art brings me to tears.  Honestly.  I hope to continue to see your beautiful artwork.
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xiao-speck Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist

aww~ I didn't know they were able to move people, I'm so glad! That is one of the things I work hard for, for others to feel something ^ ^

Thank you!

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MelancholiaDreams Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013  Student Writer
Your art is truly something. It's hard to find something as beautiful as this. You did a perfect job on her hair. Congrats on your mind-blowing art skills.
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xiao-speck Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
aww, thank you so much!!!! >//<
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SaikoRapture Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Woah! Congratulations for the DD!! ^^
The art is soo amazing *0* 
And those words in italics are true, the sad hard truth.
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xiao-speck Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist

aww, thank you! I'm glad you like them! ^ ^

lol, i'm glad i don't sound to stupid XD

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